The Lord is MY Shepherd Psalms 23

Time after time when I've passed you by.
Traveling down my own road,
Not taking heed to your direction;
Just being my own guide.

I've traveled many destination;
Forgetting that my true destination,
Was to head home to you.

Many times, I had to stop and change the tires,
so that I could quick be on my way.
Once I got to where I thought I was going,
I asked myself, was I really there?

All the while, you called me to you.
Believing in my own strength,
I ran from you.

I wanted to run away from it all,
And give up all hope in you.
Trying to please others,
And at the same time, wanting nothing to do with anyone.

Try and try as I may,
Only because of your unfailing and undying love.
I knew I needed to turn around.

I'd look in the mirror,
BUt was I really there.
I think I went on lockdown,
Lost in my own free space.
Have I found what I was looking for?
No not really,
I still haven't found me.

Someone else has,
And He has all the answers that I need to do.
I was so foolish and so blind,
Not putting my trust in Him and Him alone.

Putting our faith and trust in humanity;
In the end it all will vanish away.
Then I wonder when it all comes to an end,
I wish I'd known.

The joy that I seek in my life,
I can't supply it for myself,
only He can.

I've acknowledge His presence,
But I haven't given Him his praise.
I'm just the wandering sheep.
Slowly baited, desparately trying not to wave off course.

I've seen places and many faces that deny the LORD.
At this point, I feel blessed knowing what I know.
I'm thankful that I was blessed with the heart that accepted Christ.

I"m no perfect human being and I've got a ton of work to do,
To be where God wants me to be.
The great thing is knowing that I can put my faith and trust,
In HIm because He already has it all laid out for me.

The conception of my birth, was the greatest blessing of my being.
Getting caught up in the frailties of the world,
Only leads one to despair.

People are who they really are.
I fear no one, don't wish anything on anyone.
Whatever you do, you deal with GOD.

I gave up all the things that I thought would make me happy.
I can't please another soul,
Especially if I can only temporarily please myself without wanting more.
As human beings we always want more
But only our hope lies in Jesus,
Nothing can quench the desires of who we are.

I'm just a sheep, we all are sheep.
Everything in this life will past away.
Those who put their faith in material things,
Those who put their faith in religion,
But still have no clue who God really is.

God is a very forgiving God.
I can't understand half the time,
A God so mighty and powerful,
Loves so dearly and tenderly at the same time.

When I turn my mind off and tune the world out,
Be still and realize that He's with me,
Nothing or no man can break that bond.

I"ve traveled down many roads,
Busted cars, busted engines,
Busted tires, sometimes walking with my own two feet.

Some places I should've ran away from and never went there.
Soem places, I needed to be there.
At the end when it comes down to it.
God said Love Him first, Love others second.

May His Love, Peace, Spirit, and Truth rest deep in your heart.
If you've forgotten who He is,
He's not hard to find,
He's standing right with you.

My life is not mine,
I was bought with a price.
Blood was shed for my soul.
Our God is an awesome God who reigns in Heaven and Earth.

I am not ashamed,
Nor should any of His children be.
Man accepts no excuses.
God forgives and only He alone heals.

Love the LORD always,
His burden is light.
And all I have to say is that,
I'm not spending my eternity in Hell.

I'm waiting for that Homecoming Day,
When Jesus comes back and takes His children home.



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God's Humbling Grace

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It's so easy to get comfortable and caught up in the things that go on in this world, that I myself have been very guilty of putting the LORD on the backburner. These past weeks He has humbled me more than I could last remember. He took all I had and gave me what I needed which was sufficient enough. I relied on God and I know God had the upper hand in all of which was going on. When I wanted to scream, cry, and get mad at the world because I had nowhere to turn to. I went to the LORD humbly seeking His grace. I try to think of other people; I found a new church where I live now and I feel so blessed to be in the house of the LORD, surrounded by his children who love Him the same as me.

The love and care that the LORD has showed me words cannot describe. Nights I would spend crying wondering if He really heard me, was He really there. Recently I've been trying to figure out how much do I know about Jesus, how personal is my relationship with Him and it confused me because I always talked to the LORD but I would forget who Jesus was. During these trials, Jesus has revealed Himself to me through His Word that I never would've thought. I read Isaiah 53: 4-9, this passage talks about the servant of the LORD and it talked about Jesus had to go through so that myself and the world could come back to the LORD. I broke down in tears and cried so hard because I don't deserve a love like that. I was ever more grateful when the world turns it's back on me and I feel like no one loves me or I have nowhere to turn to. Jesus told me last night and showed me that He has always been there, I just had to talk to him. I can't fathom the sacrifice Jesus gave for me and I'm almost about to tear up just thinking about it.


Whenever I think of trials, I'm always afraid because I know I did something really bad for God to punish me but if He didn't love me or the rest of you, I wouldn't be alive today. I learned a lot about God's grace. James 1: 2-4 : 2 Dear brothers and sisters,[a] when troubles come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. 3 For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. 4 So let it grow, for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing. I don't like going through trials, they hurt and they suck but I am grateful to go through them. I have drawn closer to the LORD when I was afraid I was running farther away from Him. He knows the desires of my heart and the only thing I can do is to just Trust Him and give him full control. In all these things that I"ve been dealing with lately, school, family, friends, self-confidence,life and career. I just wanted to give up and say I don't want to go on anymore. There's a verse in Psalms that says " Be still and know that I"m the Lord." Then I realized that the LORD has the highest good for all of His children. There's another verse in the book of Psalms that says, "In God I put my trust, what can flesh do unto me?" Paying attention to that verse, I realized how futile it is to put your confidence in man because I don't know your heart or your thoughts but God lays out everything about Him in His word.

I've read Psalms 127 over and over and it's been one of my favorite passages that has given me hope that my dreams will come true one day. It's so frustrating when others have plans for you but the plans that you'd like just aren't working out the way that you want. In this, I have given my dreams over to God for they're not for evil. Right now, I don't feel important or seeing a reason to do what I"m doing. But I"ve been praying and leaving it in His hands because He knows what's best for me. Through all of this, I have learned to just turn it over Him and let it go. No thoughts, about "ooh what if i do this, what if I do that." I just stopped with all of it. I just had to shut up and let Him handle it. I have a peace now that no human being could've given me. I love people but this was the time that I needed to be with the LORD to learn about the God that loves me.

I finally realized that I have three incredibly powerful Advocates watching out for me: God the Father, God the Son and the Holy Spirit. It blows my mind that I have all three looking out for me and it's so comforting knowing this. I wish I could be a good witness to others about the humbling grace of God and the magnitude of His love. Surprisingly in this scariest of times for me, I haven't been afraid of the devil's attack because this is my time to be with the LORD. I will have more trials and I don't know when my present one will end but I hope to grow. God has given me nourishment when I didn't know when I was going to eat for the next two days and I just laid it at His feet.

I cannot tell you enough how good the LORD is, the peace. I've been putting up mental barriers and keeping all my emotions in, I know that God knows my heart and I just talked to him as though he were my friend. I told him how much I wished I could see his living face, how would I react if I were alive during the time that He came down to earth. I talked to him as I would to a good friend and told him, my desires in this life. He knows them and I leave it in His hands.

It's so hard to find peace in a cruel world. There's so much that I'd like to do, I didn't know where to begin so I just prayed for those people that my heart wished to help. I prayed for the people that I know so that they too would see His grace and the wonderful things that He can do in their life. I"ve been trying to think of any regrets that I have in my life. I have made many mistakes but they have all been for good because now I know. I am afraid to experience love because my heart was broken by the man I loved. I've been dealing with the hurt of that and trying not to hate him at the same time. I could be so angry and tell myself that I'm over it. Now I'm learning to let it go, to learn from it. There's the heartache but I don't regret it, though I tell myself that I do, I don't. It still hurts really bad as I try to put the pieces back together. I've been broken ever since this experience and my consciousness about a lot of things in my life have been very warped and I'm off balance. I am still learning many things through this experience. I am not mad at the person anymore, I wish I could have the same happiness that he presently has. I have forgiven him for the hurt and the pain. It's funny I tell people my age and they don't believe me. Right now I feel like a baby, slowly finding out the meaning to a lot of things that I didn't know. I now know the difference between when a man loves you and when he truly doesn't. I can say all this stuff but when it comes down to it, this was someone that I truly cared about and learning to accept that a part of me always will. My hope is now that I'll be able to experience the true joy of romance but be wiser this time and put God first. I guess the really good that I got out of this experience is that he helped me realized that I shouldn't settle for just any guy. The friendship and experience that was built between us is something that I can take comfort in and treasure the good memories and know that from this time forward that it gets better. In every bad, there's a lot of good.

You never see the lessons in a lot of things until months down the road. Many of the hurdles that I"ve experienced, their are very good reasons behind them. The LORD is good always and I can never forget that. The grace of the LORD is so abundant and with that He shows me that He and He only is the Sovereign Almighty God and He loves me! I'm so so blessed and many of you if you are a Christian, can take comfort in this. I offer this as encouragement to you when the dark days are heavy. Don't forget him in the good times too because everything is a blessing of the LORD no matter what it is. With that, I go about my day and do that, take it one day at a time and leave my worries at his front door. I'm trying to understand how much better does it get than this? If the joy He brings to our hearts down here is this powerful, imagine what'll be like when we're worshipping with him in Heaven. That glorious Homecoming Day, I can't wait but until then, I hope to be like the servant that Jesus was and continue to grow with Him with every new I'm alive.

For all of you going through trials, call on Him and draw near to him. There's no peace or comfort unlike it when He gives it to you and the best part is that nothing, there's nothing in existence that can take away His love and care for us, NOTHING!

God's Love is Real and Will Never Break Your Heart, Unlike Some Relationships

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Hmm in my last note, I humbly talked about the past love that I was still trying to get over. Each time I realize what a HUGE mistake it had been to give my heart to a NON-Christian man. I only stake my issue with this person and no one else. This is the fleshly part of me talking so God and I are going to be doing some talking about this one. A wonderful sister in Christ told me that you only set yourself up for disaster when you become unequally yolked with unbelievers.

That one hit the nail on the head when it was revealed to me. And yes I'm upset right now because so much I tried to accept that what happened was my fault. Now I'm going to sit here and laugh my tail off, not out loud because I"m in the lab and they'd think I was crazy or something and then I'd find it really funny. Sorry, rambling on here.

I have learned this lesson, wow this dude really really really had me. I take back all the credibility I ever gave to this person because I have a huge amount of respect for them. But because I am a Christian I have to put my feelings aside and look at this in the sense of how Jesus would want me to respond to this. This has been something that I've been struggling with for over a year and I keep trying to tell myself that I"m over it but I know there's something else that I wasn't recently until yesterday.

It doesn't hurt so bad anymore, I'm actually laughing really hard inside. I am so joyful in my trials right now, because as they slowly wane, I start to see what God had been telling. This man took my heart, emotions, love. I don't know why I even mention the word man because he's not a man. And it's not about who's better than who but I had a different heart than he did. A heart willing to serve, to love. He had a great girl in his path but was too scared to travel down that road with her but didn't have the heart to be honest with her and tell her how he truly felt. So instead of being honest to himself and to her, he went on as though nothing was wrong, never once tried to see the good himself though I saw it and only wanted the best for Him because that's what Jesus did for me. But he refused, he backed down and I stood up and so he stayed at the starting line never wanting to go down that road. So much credibility I gave to you because I loved you but now I see you for who you are. I've learned my lesson, I wish nothing bad on you but what you did was downright hurtful, betrayal and a liar you are. But it is what it is, things happen. I'm happy God knocked me on the head and I'm able to move past you because I deserve the love that He gives that you'll never match that even you don't have for you but what good is in us, there's nothing good in us because sin corrupted all of that and broke us away from God but because of God's love through Jesus. You know I'll break God's heart many times but I'll go to him crying in repentance and a heavy heart and he forgive, you, I don't know what to say about you.

In the Bridge of RED's song "Let Go.- 'you can't have me anymore." It is what it is. Each lie that has been revealed to me, my heart does not hurt like it used to. At this point I laugh because the wounds don't sting but I wonder if you'll do the same thing to her, you are a human being without the LOVE of God in you.

The point to all of this, I have nothing to hide, you only live once. I'll tell you this much, when you turn away from the LORD, sometimes you end up with some painful reminders but I'm glad that I got it because we as believers count every bad thing to the good of the perfect will of God.

I now know that there is NO man on this planet that will ever or come close to the love that God has for His children. So much lies and deceit out there in the world, people turning themselves away from God's truth because it doesn't suit them. When has life ever suited us? We get everything that we want and still we're not happy, we want more and more and it's still never enough. The world's view about love is you give to me and I keep taking and taking, sorry there's nothing for me to give to you, next please. Exactly what happened with my ex, I gave and gave, it's one thing if you can't stand the person you're with but if you're with someone who truly cares about you and respects you, have the decency in you to return the favor and not waste that person's time or be a hypocrite about it all.

This world and it's hypocrisy and idolatry in all the wrong things and we wonder why the world is going to s@@t. It's called sin and the punishment for it is death. Simple as that but I got smart and I got my heart straightened out, I'm not spending my eternity in hell, no way, no thanks. I'd rather deal with all the bad stuff on this planet than spend the rest of my life there. People say there's no such thing as God, the devil or demons, all I got to say is, whoever has this belief, you are being lied to big time, like reallly really bad. And quit being a sucka about turning your life over to Christ and every every TRUE believer that is, because we've got some fake ones but God will take care of those. Every true believer can attest that there is nothing better than the Peace, Love, Grace, and Mercy of God that He freely gives. And when you realize that you have Jesus and the Holy Spirit all on your side working for your good and God perfecting your faith, there is nothing in the world that can buy that joy that comes so freely. Because the LORD and Savior that builds our faith and causes us to grow and gives His insight, gave Himself a ransom for all of us. Isaiah 53, talks about the servant of the LORD. Jesus has been talked about since the beginning of time. If God didn't love us, none of us would be alive right now.

I'm going to go fall in love with Jesus and maybe someday God will send the RIGHT man that loves Jesus has much as I do. This guy may have broken my heart but he sure didn't break me. God broke me for my sin but it's counted His glory because I'm still standing because of Him as I continue to grow with him. I'm still learning that God does not like to be second (he really doesn't) in the lives of his children and He does a very good job reminding us of that and by His wisdom and mercy, He reveals Himself to me through hisWword. As the main theme in Psalms 130, my soul waits on the LORD. I'm a earthly being, I"m going to forget this and fall on my butt a few times but by His grace, I'll get through it. I'll get stronger because of His love that never fails. I take great joy knowing that no man can hurt me or God's children cause you're going to have to answer to him. I'm spending my eternity with the LORD, I wish everyone could see the truths that I see in the LORD and why they're not, I don't know, only God knows that one.

I have fallen so in love with God and all because I wanted to know more about Jesus and then the magnitude of it all hits me. I cried in church when we were singing "The Power of the Cross" hymn. I haven't cried in a while and it's hard to get me to cry but I teared up over that hymn because I finally realized the magnificence of God's Ultimate Sacrifice of Love, for me, for all of us, terribly undeserving of it we are but knowing that I have someone that loves me that much. NO matter how many people come into my life that hurt me in more ways that words cannot describe, He has always been there, He will always be there, His Majesty, He's Sovereign! He's God! and we were made after His image (not the angels, not the animals, and again not the angels) but after Him! Him! How awesome is that! His truth is so simple, everywhere He reveals himself to us. I'm sorry, that's the kind of God that I'd rather love and give my life over to. A God that can move mountains, all the animals know exactly what they are to do and This Almighty God that created the world, ohhh yeah and is the Ultimate Embodiment of Love. I'm not sorry to be a Christian, I'm greatly overjoyed knowing that that God called me to him. Not idols who can't speak, breathe, hear, or made by man; who could care less about your foot getting chopped off, your best friend dying, you losing her job, all of life's woes.

I can't wait for that Homecoming Day when I see Jesus in all of His Glory and all the saints there and all of God's children, my heart's bout ready to jump out of my chest thinking about all of this. I am not ashamed to be a Christian, you can't take away the joy that the LORD brings. In CHrist Alone I Trust, That's my God. He knows more about me that I"ll ever know about myself and I tell you, when you are in His body (church) instantaneous you know He's there because everyone else that you meet feels the same way that you do. I'm going back to do my homework.

What started as a rambling about my terrible (secretive) lying ex became my declaration of God's Love because His Love is PERFECT and the BEST and nothing else can replace.

God Spoke and Touched my Soul Tonight. How Great is Our God!

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I remembered you today and you were my top priority today.
I stumbled and got lost in myself but you always reminded me that you're always with me.
Today I felt love for other people and I saw you through other people.
Today I wasn't afraid and I let go of what I was mad about.

Today I became a child and not let age get the best of me.
Today you reminded me of who's really Sovereign in my life.
Today you reminded me and brought me back to those I hadn't talked in a very long time.
Today I felt your power all around me, even in my hair.

Today I let go of my stubborness and got it all off my chest.
Today I was confused but I know that you know what's best for me.
Today I wasn't stupid and saw the truth and didn't glorify myself.
Today you reminded me so that the devil didn't catch me in a trap.

Today you took my sadness away and filled it with great joy.
Today I realized that I can't do anything without you.
Today I saw your smile, I saw your face, you were in my heart and you were all around me.
Today I had no strength but I was filled with yours.

I don't know what the next few days will bring.
Today you gave me hope and you gave me peace with surpasses anything that I or any of us can understand.
Today I felt real love towards the ones that hurt me and my desire for them to know you as LORD.
Today you reminded me of my disobedience,
Today you reminded me that I don't always get it right.

Today you reminded me to humble myself before you.
Today you reminded me how much I need to change my attitude.
Today you gave me a desire not to forsake counsel and to help others too.
Who is like you O God? There is none beside thee.

The earth moves at the sound of your voice.
That glorious day when I go home to see you.
I pray for all the unsaved and many of whom are desiring you but face immense persecutions.
I'm grateful for this chance to be in America.

How easy it is for me to get caught up in my thing and forget where you brought me out of and where you have carried me to?
How blessed I am to be in your wonderful body of Christ.
How blessed I am to know that your immense love for me, that you test me with trials and refine my faith.
Still I feel as a baby, disregarding the milk of your Word and losing that hunger for you.
Those you love, you chastise.
Though I don't like it, you never give me more than what I can handle and provide a way out through Jesus Christ.

My wicked heart, this evil thing, how often it wants to glorify itself.
They reject you LORD and follow this world.
I want to tell them and share with them the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
So that they don't spend all eternity in hell.
This precious and free gift that you give us,
through the blood and death of Our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.
Who took the burden of sin for all of mankind and washed me white as snow.
All my sins, past, present and future you have paid the debt for me.
By the cross you were nailed,
Having victory over death and with you I"ll spend my eternity.

I am not ashamed to be a Christian,
I'm not ashamed to say that I'm not of this world but I belong to the LORD.
He knows that this sinful nature still lies in me but I am dead to the flesh and have new life in Christ.
I am still tempted and I will fall.
But I have the power of the Holy Spirit to comfort me, Christ Jesus who sits at the right hand of God and the Mediator for me and God, the Great Wonderful Almight God.
I have three all powerful one deity standing up for me,
If God is for me,
what can man do unto me.

This life is but a glimpse, I am not even promised tomorrow,
but I'm promised the crown of eternal life being the firstfruits of his creatures.
Created in his own image, not after angels, having authority over the animals that you made.
That monkey is NOT my daddy and that monkey does not know my heart.
That monkey does not know where I go or why I do what I do?
That monkey does not know when I was born or when I will die.

I wish all people on this Earth would be saved and come to know Christ,
But God knows the heart of every man and his thoughts.
I am not perfect but as the life that God has planned out for me.
I do not know it.
I put no trust in pyschics, horoscopes in the magazines, fortune tellers, who have the spirit of the devil and don't proclaim the truth of God who is Christ, the living embodiment of God's truth.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future,"
You said this in Jeremiah 19: 11
If my actions don't line up with what God says and I only seek to glorify myself.
I'm not profiting anything for the kingdom of God.

You'll mock me, discourage me, think what you want about God.
A God who gives free will but desires that you know him intimately.
You'll read your favorite poems about inspiration,
But God they took you out of schools, even tried to get you out of the pledge.
They cry cause they have no jobs,
To satisfy the greedy needs and glorify our lifestyles.
When we forget that almost half of Africa doesn't have safe drinking water.

Comfortably numb we are until you take away our comforts
Then we turn and curse you and blame you for our calamities.
I have no identity with fast cars, fancy things even that guy that my eye longs after.
When I die, they're not coming with me,
When I die, I'll be standing in front of you.
My life I'm hoping and only through You and for you I hope to accomplish this.
So that day when I stand before you,
You'll say to me, " well done good and faithful servant."

You'll crush me like they did Jesus,
This is not for me,
But I want the world so bad to know God's Sovereignty.
A God that can crush you but is forever faithful.
A joy unspeakable,
This is nothing,
Have you heard what Heaven's going to be like!
David, Paul, James, Mary and John,
But the day when I see my Sweet Lord in all His Glory!
Falling down at His feet and say thank you LORD,
For saving this wretched sinner and preparing this mansion for me.

I love God's children,
When we love Christ and we gather for Christ,
When we lift each other up for Christ,
It's a beautiful thing,
No drug, alcohol beverage, no love in the club, can't even touch this!

These hip hop stars calling themselves bosses and kings of their areas.
Go to China and stand up for Christ then tell me who's really the boss.
My God is Sovereign and greatly to be feared.
I'm striving to become a doer of the word and not just hear it alone.

I don't trust me,
I don't trust what comes out of my heart.
For all have sinned and falled short of God's glory.
Remember the goodness of the LORD.


"And we know that God causes everything to work together for good to those who love God, those who are called according to His purpose."
God said that in Romans 8: 28
No evil things comes from the LORD.
He does not go against anything that His Word says and those of you who denounce Scripture
and manipulate it to suit your own ways.
You're deceiving yourselves and the truth of God is not in you.
That God for all the fake Christians,
going through the motions bringing other Christians down, hindering the work of God.
I pray that you'll truly get your hearts right with God.

I'm not a perfect Christian,
But I can tell you,
Anything you lack and need help with,
God'll give it to you and if you don't look carefully,
You'd almost forget what He was truly doing in your lives.

How blessed and joyful it to go through trials.
The travails of this life are so temporary compared to that eternity that we have in Christ.
Who called us before we were even in our momma's wounds.
I'm so glad that this Almighty God and Creator is LORD of my life.

Thank you for your discipline LORD.
I pray that I'll be faithful to you,
To share the passion for your word,
The love that Jesus, you've placed in my heart.

What you have done in my life and your blessings,
My mind can't fathom.
When I'm down and feel so low,
How easy it is to blame you and say why are you doing this to me?
But I'm so content because you have a plan for me.

As I draw near you and seek your comfort and protection.
A love so great and so beautiful,
Not a religion but a relationship, deep desire to love you and obey your word as you work in my life and perform you're perfect will.

Lord I pray that I don't seek my own vain glory, which will only lead me down the road to death.
I pray to always give you full control.
I'll slip and fall and bruise my heel and realize how hard this can be.
But how sweet it is to know that I can let go of my pride and my stubborness and
come to your body and seek counsel from you, your body in Christ and your word.
And not be ashamed that I share my burdens and know that I am not alone.

When you reveal your truths to me Lord and grant me understanding.
That "aha" moment hits me and I finally get me.
I know it was you LORD and know that you only have my best interests at heart.
Thank you LORD for loving so much,
Times I forget and don't believe it.
You're grace, I can talk your wondrous grace and mercy.

Who alone is like you?
There is none beside thee.
I love you soo much God and thank you for coming into my life and saving my soul
And creating in me a clean heart and renewing a steward spirit within me.

I pray that someone could read this and that they'd come to know Jesus as their Lord and Saviour,
Their promise for eternity,

Isaiah 53: 3-12
3 He was despised and rejected by men,
a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering.
Like one from whom men hide their faces
he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

4 Surely he took up our infirmities
and carried our sorrows,
yet we considered him stricken by God,
smitten by him, and afflicted.

5 But he was pierced for our transgressions,
he was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon him,
and by his wounds we are healed.

6 We all, like sheep, have gone astray,
each of us has turned to his own way;
and the LORD has laid on him
the iniquity of us all.

7 He was oppressed and afflicted,
yet he did not open his mouth;
he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
so he did not open his mouth.

8 By oppression [a] and judgment he was taken away.
And who can speak of his descendants?
For he was cut off from the land of the living;
for the transgression of my people he was stricken. [b]

9 He was assigned a grave with the wicked,
and with the rich in his death,
though he had done no violence,
nor was any deceit in his mouth.

10 Yet it was the LORD's will to crush him and cause him to suffer,
and though the LORD makes [c] his life a guilt offering,
he will see his offspring and prolong his days,
and the will of the LORD will prosper in his hand.

11 After the suffering of his soul,
he will see the light of life [d] and be satisfied [e] ;
by his knowledge [f] my righteous servant will justify many,
and he will bear their iniquities.

12 Therefore I will give him a portion among the great, [g]
and he will divide the spoils with the strong, [h]
because he poured out his life unto death,
and was numbered with the transgressors.
For he bore the sin of many,
and made intercession for the transgressors

John 3: 16
"For God so loved the world that He gave his only begotten Son that whoever believes in Him, should not perish but have eternal life."

Romans 6: 23
"For the wages of sin is DEATH: but the gift of God is eternal life in Jesus Christ our Lord."

Romans 10: 9
9That if you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."

Romans 8: 35-39
35
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?

36
As it is written:
"For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered."[a]

37
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.

38
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[b] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,

39
Neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.


The LORD really spoke to my heart as I wrote this and not to lift myself up,
but I hope that someone reads it and would come to know the true and immense love of God and willing to seek a new life in him.
I hope this will be a comfort to all of us as Christians, going through our trials,
To remember what it was like for us when we first got saved.
May the peace of God rule in your hearts,
In Christ I give thanks and all praises to.
Amen.